we're gonna get out of here

baaaby raven · Friend

RE: we're gonna get out of here

omfg caro · Friend

I TOOK A DEEP BREATH, AND LET IT ALL GO.

the person who went from knowing all about me,
doesn't even know who i am anymore.
one of my "best friends" stayed at my grad party for 30 mins.
texted someone else who was there asking them to hang out. wtf?
she said it was to avoid the stress and trouble, and she said i thought i wouldn't mind...
then i read the card she got me and she said, "have fun in PA! i hope we stay in touch. :)" i hope we stay in touch? who the fu;ck says that??? i lost it. looked like an effing monster cause my make-up was running.
she told my friend kristine that she's probably not gonna stay in touch with my friend kelly and me when we go away to college. ):
how can we just go from best friends to not meaning anything at all in a course of a month??
people say she's not worth stressing over, but how can you let your friend go who you've been best friends with since second grade?
gossssh it's so hard to not miss her.

darkblue · Date: Jun 25 8:43 AM, 2010

i hate that, when friends abandon you. but i'm sure you'll make new, amazing friends in college :)

storii · BFFL

that happened to me for a little bit when i was going through this "fight" with my friend, and all my friends who were friends with her stopped talking to me. i didnt care about the girl who i was fighting with or whatever, but my "best friends" who weren't talking to me upset me cause i was like wtf? we don't mean anything just like that? so i thought, mkay, so if they dont care, i'm not gonna care. and i didnt, and helped, but thats probably because i'm just the type of person to not have emotional attachments to anyone, that idea helped me. but idk it's just a thought. you're moving forward and if people don't wanna go with you, there's always going to be someone new and better.

baaaby raven · Friend

Maybe your friend is just "bored" and taking advantage of you because chances are if you've been friends since second grade, she can't just throw you away. She's probably just excited to go off to college and start a so-called new life, but I feel like she will eventually realize what she's giving up.
Maybe you can just ask her what's going on... ask her why she's being inconsiderate. It doesn't hurt to ask, you know, because then you can say that you've tried. And if it doesn't work out that way, then it's her loss and I'm sure she'll come crawling back at some point. Good luck, caroooo

omfg caro · Friend

got our friends, got the night
we'll be alright

so the past couple of days have just been all over the place.
monday&tuesday were awesome cause i had no service which meant no drama.
camping was sooo much fun! i'm glad i didn't back out. (zip-lining was sweet!) ahhh :)
but there is this dude, my friends with benefits boy makes eveything so complicated. i don't want to like him.
truth be told, i don't even think i'm attracted to him. it's all physical.
i deleted his number and it's nice to ya know, not depend on texting him. cause i have no choice.
i think i can get on with my life without him. plus my friends are amazing AND i got a safer crush who wont fight with me like my FWB.

darkblue · Date: Jul 1 9:30 AM, 2010

that's good. FWB always turn out to be a problem.

baaaby raven · Friend

yeaaah I agree with Val. I admire how you take control of your life Caro. It might sound weird, but I admire that you know what you want and what you don't want and you therefore eliminate the bad and attract the good. I don't know if that makes sense though ahaha

storii · BFFL

i agree with raven ^^ (:

omfg caro · Friend

baby there's a shark i the water

lately everything has been messy.
i don't talk to travis anymore, at least on saturday i decided i'm done with him.
although it's just monday i can keep to it :)
saturday was just an awful day though. my friend called me at 1 in the morning crying. she came over and spent the night and i just felt so bad. i'm afraid she's going to go back into her depressed stage again. in november her bf of almost 3 years broke up with her and she's had a hard time coping. plus he's playing hardcore games with her. NOT COOL.
there's just so muh drama going on, and i thought since i was done with high school i'd be done with drama. but no.
but i'm still happy!
:D

baaaby raven · Friend

Yeah, drama happens no matter what I think. No matter what your age, what stage of your life, whenever. Sucks though. As long as you're happy and willing to help your friend, which you are, you're in good shape.