planet z

min jun · Member

RE: planet z

baaaby raven · Friend

yeah, be a nomad for awhile- I think that's a cool idea

min jun · Member

I've already decided that on December 20th-21st 2012 I'm going to party my ass off like it's my last day on
Earth. On the other hand maybe not. But still I wouldn't want to think about dying, so I would need to do
something that would take my mind off of the end of the world. I only thought of that because these girls
were talking about how they were going to throw an end of the world party. What makes it worse is that our
class is called the class of the "end of the world". lmao. they were saying that if the world didn't end that it
would be just one good party. I hope they remember to do that because I would totally come even though
I don't go to parties/dances or anything that requires me to be around people. Just on those two days I will.
I know we're not going to die, but people are most likely to go crazy on that day. On the other hand they may
not. But when I imagine huge crowds getting together on that day I imagine people shooting people and
stuff. Not a pretty site.

darkblue · Date: Apr 28 7:49 PM, 2010

ahh 2012. well at least I will be out of highschool and in college by then, if it really happens

baaaby raven · Friend

I wanna party my a.ss off on that day, too!

baaaby raven · Friend

juuust in case ahah

min jun · Member

I have no clue what to do for some things on my journalism mini project. I was like the only person without a
camera andddd I'm having to borrow someone elses camera for the project. I'm excited and nervous at the
same time as the class is actually doing a fun project.

baaaby raven · Friend

What is the project?!

min jun · Member

we have to take pictures of certain things like: lemons, love, spring, still life etc. so it's like photojournalism and i'm lagging behind because i only have like...one picture out of the 40+ ones I need to have.

min jun · Member

Boys Boys Boys Boys. I don't talk about this subject that much, but omg. I'm attracted to skinny long legged
guys. Kind of like the guy in the picture. I have no clue, but I think skinny long legs are delicious. xD I really
don't know overall what I'm attracted to, to be exact. I kind of have a fetish for uljjangs (zz), but they're prettier
than I am so that's a no no. But I've figured out the qualities that I want in a guy.

[+] nice smile. i honestly don't care if the teeth are a bit crooked. but overall, must be hygenic.
[+] likes giving and recieving little presents- idk i'm just one of those artsy people and i've thought
of this soooo much. i would like make little things for my boyfriend and he would make and give
me little presents back. i think it would be so cute. but i have no clue if any guys are like that.
[+] neat and nice appearence (fashionable)- i'm not even fashionable myself since i don't have
the money. but when i get a job (*sighs*). but i just want a guy who dresses neat and nice. i'm
not really into the urban-pants-saggin'-ass-showing thing. it's cool, but not what i want.
[+] an observer, slightly shy but not to the extent like me (mute)- a guy with a nice soft voice.
and nice eyes. i really like yu ha min's eyes and lee do hyeong's eyes. they're so gorgeous.

that's not all. i think my overall ideas are too complex and no guy on this planets exists like that, but maybe
there is. i just want someone who likes me for me and doesn't care about my skin color, since i don't really
care about skin color myself. i wonder if i'll ever get that guy. *sighs again*

DramaQueen · Friend

Wow that sounds like a really fun project!
I did photography a couple of years ago just for the year at school and I remember I always wanted to take photos irrelevant of the topic we were doing lol.

baaaby raven · Friend

That project sounds awesome; I'm jealous!
I'm sure there's a guy out there who has a majority of those qualities--but probably not all. I'm sure you'll find someone though; everyone does at some point. :)

min jun · Member

Yeah the project was fun. It was nice seeing my classmates photography as well.

lol yes. i hope so though. i want someone really artsy. but they say opposites attract....

min jun · Member

This is a picture I took for my photojournalism project.

I've been listening to capsule a lot lately which is a Japanese electronic/trance group. They're really good and
I'm in love with the song JUMPER by them.

Today we had a lockdown, which we didn't know was actually a drill lockdown. So everyone thought it was real
and we got under the art desks and people started lying down on the floor and stuff. People tried to conceal
their giggles and still some talked. This guy was taking everything so serious and was freaking out. "-insert names
here-, everyone shut up!" he was so seriously that I tried to stop myself from laughing. I can understand that some
people actually get afriad when it comes to lockdowns. I will only be afraid when I hear gun shots, point blank.
I wasn't even afraid in elementary school when we were under a tornado warning. i'm frightened by the weirdest
things. idk i'm a weird person. I laugh when someone dies in movies and ****. idk what the hell...

baaaby raven · Friend

hahah That pictures sick! And I actually do that stuff too--it doesn't seem tangible so I laugh, ya know?

min jun · Member

thanks. yep!

I want to be a pessimisst in this entry.

I want school to end already. Why can't we just take exams already? Why does the school year have to be so
long? Why do we waste some school days doing nothing? Why do we have to make up snow days? I think I'm
going to take two days off. But I might not for the fact that there's only 9 days left and then exams. My mom
probably wouldn't let me anyway.

Why the **** does my family always have to lapse into the poor phase where we're racking up any money we can
get our hands onto? I saved my mom today by the multiple giftcards I had and luckily there were two cards with
at least $2 on it. She has to get her "beer" fix everyday, just these days she has to buy cheap beer because she
has no money. But really I hate this. Her job cut her hours and she get's paid every two weeks so now we have to
wait until Wednesday when she gets paid. I just hate thinking about this though. She's gonna try and reapply for
food stamps. I hope she gets it because I just don't know.... I hate this so much. I haven't gotten any new clothes
in a while, so hasn't my mom. My dad hasn't said anything more about the xbox 360. ugh just ugh

Why doesn't anyone speak to me? Why do I always get ignored on fansites? Everyone says hi to the other east
coasters and I end up getting ignored.

anyway~~~~~~~~~

i need some good songs! tell me some songs. Besides kpop I listen to bands like MGMT, Vampire Weekend, etc.

baaaby raven · Friend

That's so stressful--the whole thing about your family. Keep on truckin' though. Maybe your mom could get another job, too, if things get worse? I hate thking about money-it makes me anxious so I feel for you :(

On a more uplifting note... if you listen to MGMT and Vampire Weekend, try listening to Pheonix. I like "1901" and "Liztomania" a lot. Ummmmm.... Passion Pit is good too. "Moth's Wings" is good and "The Reeling" is alright. Maybe try Bon Iver, too, but he's more folk-y.
FEEL BETTER

min jun · Member

Thanks! I will listen to them.
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I wish God would bless me with more friends.

Out of the 2000+ kids at my school I only have 1 friend that manages to stay in touch with me.

Out of the 2000+ kids at my school I only have maybe 1 or 2 who make me smile each day.

For journalism we have this broadcast project and I was working on our logo for my group and old friend came up
to see how the logo was going. She complimented me on them and told me that she still had the penguin
cartoon I drew for all my friends during the 8th grade. I don't even have that cartoon, but luckily the rest still have
that cartoon. I'm really glad she kept it.

On the other hand....

Out of the 2000+ kids at my school I've lost a handful of friends here and there.

They changed. I changed.

I'm now an asian-obsessed-korean-pop-music-loving-mute-art-freak. While everyone else is normal. But I'm ok with that.

But the one thing why I want a close friend is because whenever my family goes to the beach or whatever, I want
to go around and do crazy stuff and freak people out. Like walk up to random people and pretend to be an elf in
disguise or something and ask people random questions. Or go into stores and start playing around with the toys
and have a major sword fight or something... Something really dramatic, random and kidsy.

I don't want to grow up, but at the same time I do. It just depends...

baaaby raven · Friend

I have the same exact feelings. I don't wanna grow up but I'm excited to have the freedom that comes with adulthood. Luckily if you don't feel like branching out, you only have a little while left of school. You should try and keep in touch with at least one person though for summer. Or get a job to keep you busy--maybe you'd make friends by doing that?

min jun · Member

One more day of school and two exam days and then I'm done. I have no clue what to do for my summer break.
The best thing about high school is that summer vacation seems like a huge ass break in between semesters.
It's like the year keeps going and moving to the next grade isn't anything special like before in elementary and
middle school. I can't put my finger on what it is exactly. Maybe it's that with high school you move around
everywhere and you aren't secluded in a classroom with the same people everyday or hall. I don't know.

But anyway I guess these are my plans for the summer:

[+] work on Hangul and learning Korean
[+] work on flipnote series I'm going to do on flipnote hatena
[+] work on story
[+] draw
[+] mope around
[+] watch personal taste and other kdramas on computer
[+] mope around some more
[+] wish that august would hurry up and come because big bang comes back during august
[+] want summer break to start all over again because I'm not ready to go back

I think my supposed "sweet" 16 isn't going to be anything major. I only want a pair of Vans and the Capsule
Player CD. I think those two are good enough for me.

-- Edited by min jun on Sunday 30th of May 2010 05:07:05 PM

min jun · Member

my last day of sophomore year. time is moving too damn fast.

baaaby raven · Friend

time IS moving too fast but oh well, at least you're out of school for the timebeing!

min jun · Member

I want to release my frusterations in this post.

I know my mom doesn't like kpop and nor can I make her like the music, but it's frusterating whenever she says "you like your music and I like mine." But whenever I talk about my music she gets sort of mad or goes, "oh lawd." Whenever I ask her if I can listen to my music in the car she gets mad and is always saying, "don't ware (worry idk what it means) me." But if I try and listen to my iPod in the car she turns up the music so loud and so it's impossible. I've made a promise that I wouldn't ask her to listen to my music and just let her ask me. Which will probably never happen but whatever~ she'll just will not know what I'm listening to.

I mean kpop is just like American music but less sexual (because some groups have 15-16 yr olds in the group etc.) and more controlled. I explained this to her but... I told her she could be more enthusiatic when it comes to kpop, but she refuses to talk and refuses to listen. It may also be the religion issue. But I know that a lot more Koreans are Christian than she thinks. Like members from the Wonder Girls, U-kiss, f(x) etc. You can't just judge people based on where they live and what race they are. I know that my mom doesn't have that much knowledge of Asia, but it's starting to annoy me how she acts towards kpop.