Bad: I've been feeling really nauseous lately, and I'm not quite sure why. Maybe eating snow? Nahh.. something in the food my mom refused to admit it. I got to miss school yesterday but I had to go today and it made me feel better but then I got home and I was nauseous again. A sign? I think so. I also had my interview to go to Egypt to learn Arabic for the summer yesterday and I thought it was going pretty well until she was like "I don't know how you'll turn out, you're going up against some seniors." I was like thaaanks. Now to wait until March 31st.
Good: I've been talking to this guy sam for the past few days. It's been pretty fun, he's my friend's older brother and I've known him for awhile and I helped him through some tough times but then we didn't start talking again after months until the other day, and kind of realized we both like each other :). But uhm, kind of nervous cause I'm going out with him Friday after a movie with a friend to the park to just hang out. Not sure how I feel about it yet... eeep. And there's a good chance there's gonna be a snow storm SO, it might just not happen. And I don't know if I'm glad or not?
Well IIII think that's exciting. Not the nauseous stuff but the Sam thing! And perhaps you were just nervous for your Egypt interview... so therefore you became nauseous? I don't know but I hope ya feel better, Star!
she's so fine, she thinks she's so damn fine she may be fine but she ain't worth a second of your time. Bad: so ...i don't remember if i've explained the drama i've been having with my friends but they seriously wanna start bitchingg. Like, okay our drama shiit is over and so get over it. I hate how like now we don't talk and their some of my best friends, really, but I mean they can't decided when we can be friends and when we can't. I say this because Aneesa, one of them, is sometimes in a bad mood and ignores and then sometimes she's in a good mood and is like HEY STORI! like she can't do that to me... and it's soo annoying because like say i'm the one who's being mean? they're ones who are talking about me behind my back about how they don't know why i'm mad and i'm like so why don't you ask me instead of talking about me? and like the rest of my friends should know better than to just conform but i guess they don't so i seriously question if we even had a friendship or anything. Good: i guess my "relationship" with sam is going somewhere? we went on a "date" last friday, if you could call it that. and we hung out at the park and talked and coughmadeoutcough. and he picked me up from school yesterday and we went to another park :) but it was too cold so we just stayed in the car and cuddled. cheesy i know but i was perfectly content and so was he.. but i just have no idea where this is going. he has this thing with trying not to fall in love with girls because he feels karma will take her away from him. and that was the issue he was having with my friend's friend, ana, but then he told me if we seriously gave it some time that he could really fall in love with me :) it made me happy... but sad because he's going to college next fall and just, idk... i'd feel as if it wouldn't be worth it. and there are soo much more problems to it. Normal: I failed my chem test today, we start Othello in english this week, uhm, and Track starts monday and i have it with morgan and tori who are both my really good friends that i haven't been talking to lately.. uff. John Mayer concert is today and I wish I was going. Blah. Oh and Valentine's Day is Sunday.
-- Edited by storii on Wednesday 10th of February 2010 05:46:49 PM
he's special :) except i just read your story and was like musicians like groupies?! cause he's a closet musician. he loooooves john mayer and knows basically like all his songs on guitar and sings like him :)
uhmm, he's a bit on the pale-ish side he has like curly dark brown hair and it's amazing :) like i love running my hands through it. oh and reaaaaally bright green eyes. they're beautimous.
my lifee is the definition of hypocrisy. literally my parents came to this fuucked up country to "get a better education for my children" yet they won't let me go to a GOOD college. they're like vandyy! and i'm like i'm not smart enough to get into that school. so they want me to go to MTSU which is full of 2.4 GPA fuucktards. and i'm like, why won't you let me do something with my life? they won't even let me go to UT......
and it's so stupid because i wanna do sociology and psychology majors so why should i spend like 50,000 at vandy a YEAR (for a masters mind you) when i could easily just pay 5000 max at UT?
it makes no fuucking sense. so i honestly don't see trying to make an effort at school whatsoever.