i'm just out to find the better part of me

Leopard · Friend

RE: i'm just out to find the better part of me

DramaQueen · Friend

You seem kinda down... :(
if it helps i need a drink too... and a strong one at that.

omfg caro · Friend

stop the world i want to get off

Gosh, I'm so damn confused about everything.
Nothing is turning out right and I'm sad.
I'm just so sad.
School is so stressful, and its not even the work load.
It's graduation announcements, pictures, gown & cap, college applications, scholarships... etc.

I don't know what I want anymore.

heartcorekiss · Friend

just take a breather, it'll be okay :) don't worry about not knowing what you want to do. just go to a school with a wide range of classes. they say most change their majors at least once or twice.

omfg caro · Friend

i'm not that innocent

I had a love affair with tissues this weekend, wow did I hate being sick.
Whenever I talked I sounded like a man, and my voice would crack plus it'd be very high pitched. Sexy much?
Thank god we had no school Friday :) that's when it was the worse.
But at least I had a reason for being lazy! Made money for babysitting too. So it wasn't a total loss.

I'm ready to do something fun now though!

darkblue · Date: Feb 28 6:51 PM, 2010

hope ya feel better :)
and yeah, i need to do something fun too.

omfg caro · Friend

you can have whatever you like

Stupid is my middle name, the person to my left's is Liar.
Wish I could go back and change the past, but I can't. Just gotta learn from the mistakes.
Q: How can someone just lie to my face and genuinely not care? GAY.

Desperate need of a stress reliever. Anyone got a cigarette? Ha.

baaaby raven · Friend

People are laaame. They're probably insecure; what'd they lie about? If you don't wanna get into it don't worry about it. Feel better Carorororo :(

omfg caro · Friend

it's lame cause i caught them in the act, but she still denied it
i was walking to my friend's bathroom when i saw her little sister and my "best friend" on the couch
she was straddling him, and his face was completely covered. i was like WTF? (: it was funny
then i ask her about it the next day and she gets pissed off saying no she didn't nothing happened blah blah
THEN HER SISTER HEARD HER ON THE PHONE TELLING HER FRIEND THEY KISSED AND HE TOUCHED HER.

she tells me sh;t all the time. like wtfffff?

it just pisses me off cause she got SO mad for even suggesting they kissed.

baaaby raven · Friend

That's really immature of her. I don't understand why she would lie about it when you obviously saw it happen. Maybe deeeeeeep deep down she feels bad about it and so by denying it to you, it makes her feel better? I don't even know if that makes sense.

That girl's effed up

omfg caro · Friend

do epic ****

Right now I feel good about myself, I'm eating yogurt & drinking water.
Plus I went to the gym today! Go me!
My goal is to lose a ton of weight and morph into a totally different person.
Okay... at least like, looks and all.
Dye my hair, have a better figure, pierce my nose, & be tan.
Sounds good to me :D

baaaby raven · Friend

hahahha that goal to transform yourself is alwaaays my best friend's goal
yep yep, good luck with it all!

omfg caro · Friend

i'm so over it, i've been there and back

maybe tonight wont be so bad after all?
i might go to a bonfire and drink.
finally, i could use a few beers to relax me.
but even if it just ends up being just kelly and me watching movies, it wont be so bad.

i'm just tired of all the sh!t that has been going on.

heartcorekiss · Friend

:)