School has been so stressful lately. Teaching has been producing crap loads of homework. Our class is only going to have 9 kids in it next semester. We went from 18 last year, to only 9 D: Looks like some people just can't handle the pressure.
Life has been crappy, but I'm managing to stay happy. Talking to my car helps haha.
And these mistakes you've made, you'll just make them again If you only try turning around
finally went to the hookah bar! it was very chill. there was four of us, and i only knew one other person. sometimes it got a bit awkward cause it was so quiet. but allie invited me to go again so it must haven't been too bad. this weekend has just been fun and relaxing. it's nice. girl's night tonight :) exams on wednesday though. ugh.
as soon as you accomplish something big, everything else feels like a piece of cake.
life has been good, exams start tomorrow so it's been review after review at school. MY LAST EXAMS EVER IN HIGH SCHOOL. what i'm looking forward to now: shower :)
it's just too bad, that you've all ready had the best days of your life.
So, I've been completely unmotivated to lose weight and it's a big bummer. It's just, I'm kind of on this phase where I am just passing by: get homework done then go to sleep. Oh - and watching my shows. I just seriously need to put more thought into it, like what I'm going to eat and how much time I should spend at the gym. Counting calories seems to take too much time, but if that's what it takes... I'll give it a try. Why can't it just be easier? Damn.
By the way, I'm gonna start a story soon. As soon as I find the time to write one :)
yayy I love your stories. and i know how you feel with the unmotivated thing. i've just been going to sleep, reading, watching tv, hw, then bed, and then doing it all over again without thinking about my weight...
the week of exams i always eat like shiit, and gain two pounds. like after my two exams today, i had pancakes. and i just had a chocolate bar. and i'm probably ordering myself pizza later for dinner. so after exams are all done, i'm going to the gym everyday and eating healthy. or i at least plan to.
maybe instead of wasting time counting calories, just watch what you eat. like instead of eating a bag of chips for a snack, eat fruit. and maybe bring a friend to the gym? i take a workout class within my dance studio, and the only thing that keeps me going to it is that i paid for the full semester up front. and it was my own money, not my parents. so maybe find a program like that...so you'll have to go?
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You're not quite there, you're not on my level. Trust me, for you I'm trouble.
i wanna feel a car crash, cause i'm dying on the inside i wanna let go and know i'll be alright
The sun needs to be turned back on. I feel helpless. Calling my friend for math help was a fail, she neglected to call me back. I need fresh air, a change of scenery, and something to drink.
I'm lost, if you find me, please return... oh ya and my government book would be nice too.