Toothpaste Kisses

heartcorekiss · Friend

RE: Toothpaste Kisses

heartcorekiss · Friend

An idea not coupled with action will never get any bigger than the brain cell it occupied.

Last night was insane.
So we had a pit party last night. Pit party basically means a huge bonfire. With drinking, of course. We have the perfect location. There's construction going on behind a cemetery. First it's a gravel path, then it turns into a sand. And it's so fun to drift on. Anyways, the clearing is so far back. No one can hear us.
So, to explain what happens to me, I have to tell you, I hate beer. I prefer mixing something with soda or straight up shots. And all we had was five 30 racks (just a case of 30 beers) of Bud Light. So basically, I was drunk for the first hour then sober for the rest.
By three in the morning, the 12 of us that were left, decided to go to Denny's. In short, this kid Keenan ended up driving my car. Drunk. We didn't crash, he's actually a very good driver. But he made the mistake of racing Will -_- We pulled into Denny's and the cops pulled us over. Keenan is so dumb. He gave them his fake ID. It's a legitimate ID, just not him. So he's getting caught for fraud. And DWI. And because it's my car, they started playing 21 questions with me! I bullshiited my way through most of it. But they still breathalysed me. And I must have passed because they let me and the other people in my car go, except for Keenan.
I was so lucky I didn't drink much. And funny thing is we're going back to the pit tonight.

-- Edited by heartcorekiss on Saturday 22nd of May 2010 03:39:58 PM

darkblue · Date: May 22 4:41 PM, 2010

haha at least you didn't get in a lot of trouble. or at least you weren't driving :)

baaaby raven · Friend

yeah, agreed. Just don't let someone else drive your car if they're drunk this time ahah

heartcorekiss · Friend

yeahhh as i say, live in learn. because i was scared shiitless over this, i'll never let anyone drive my car drunk.

baaaby raven · Friend

good for you!

DramaQueen · Friend

Oh wow that sounds really fun, the pit party bit not the drunk driving bit...
Sh*it you were lucky not to get fined or anything seeing as it was your car... good thing he was a good driver. One of my flat mates had to drive us drunk once - so wasted... luckily i was too drunk at the time to be worried, but it was okay anyway.
good plan on not letting anyone do it again, not wanting to sound negative but you guys may not be so lucky next time.
I was about to say have fun tonight then realised you posted than a while back haha.

heartcorekiss · Friend

and if all else fails you can look up at the sky, because it's the same one that shines above you and I.

Wow, it's been almost a month since my last post!
A lot has happened, but let's see what's worth mentioning.

Last Friday was my last day of school and I just finished my last exam today. So, it's officially summer! If any of you have the opportunity to go cliff jumping, I'd seriously take it! I've been a total of 5 times already and it's beyond exhilarating.

But the most epic-ness of them all, is Kyle (: He is Sam's cousin (Sam is Tony's girlfriend). I went on a date with him, and we hooked up. I wanted Sam to find out, but I doubt she will. It was very short lived because we kept getting jealous of each other. He kept trying to get Danielle to hang out with him, right in front of me. That's where I said adios.

Evan dumped Celina, and started dating Cherish two days later. I let him know I do not approve of her because she stepped on her best friend to get him. Cherish tried way too hard to get me to like her. Then just yesterday they broke up. He says they will probably get back together. I hope it's just wishful thinking.

A ton has happened with Lena and Missy.
Lena is dating Dylan. In short, at the beginning of the year, Dylan broke up with Mariela to be with Lena. Then a few months ago Mariela and Dylan started talking again. Dylan went to prom with Mariela. I helped Lena out by having people spy on them. I got a video of them holding hands and slow dancing. People said they kissed. Lena is believing Dylan over me.
Missy has been dating Joey. He's so controlling. So if any of you remember, Missy has had a past of being a bit sluuty. Joey flipped on her one day saying stuff like: you're so disgusting, you make me want to throw up, I hate your past, you're a slut. He doesn't let her hang out with me or Lena because he thinks she's going to do something bad. Then he get's mad at her for the little things. He wants this perfect girlfriend, and is trying to mold Missy into her. I'm loosing my best friend.

DramaQueen · Friend

I've always wanted to try cliff jumping - problem is I'm scared of deep water... People do it here off the beach/harbour walls. Then one day i accidently clicked a link to a video of this guy not jumping further enough out (off a wall not a cliff) and literally smashing his face into two on the slip way... it gave me nightmares, it was so gross I cant even describe it. They were showing the surgery and it looked nothing like a face. Was somewhere in the states, not here though.
Sorry end hijack.

I bet it's an amazing feeling though - the cliff jumping... not the face smashing ...

Hope you're having a good summer!

heartcorekiss · Friend

yeah i'm always worried about that. the main place i go; has "levels" and most people go from the highest, run and then clear all the other levels. but that is soooo much to clear and i know i can't jump that far out so i always go off the one where there's no rocks i have to jump.

my friends went up to a different place yesterday, and got tickets. which is weird; considering it's a safer spot and clearer water.

heartcorekiss · Friend

It sounds like this is nothing new and that it hasn't been for awhile
You wake up on the other side and you strain to force a smile
The fairytale inside your head has become your new best friend
But I can assure you, that I'll be there before the story ends

Oh my lanta. Lee has a girlfriend.
He's dating a girl name Danielle. Back when we first started talking, he invited me to her party, like to come with him. When you do that, people automatically know you have a thing. She is your typical pot head. If you saw her, you would think she's a party girl. Typical of Lee, stoner dating another stoner.
It's just extremely weird. Firstly, Lee is a player. His number of girls he's slept with is now in the twenties. I would never in a million years see him dating anyone. I can't see him liking someone, or even wanting a girlfriend so he can have a regular fuuck buddy.
And add into that our extreme flirting. Just yesterday he was calling me babe and pumpkin. And we were joking around like we normally do. Which is flirting. I'm afraid to hang out with him now because I wouldn't be surprised if he tries to kiss me.

storii · BFFL

yeah i feel from what you've told me before that it would be better and safer for both of you if you didnt tryy and see him

DramaQueen · Friend

Oh dear that may be a little awkward.... I like having guys like that to just flirt with in general when you know nothing will come of it, but now he has a gf... depending on her personality I wonder how she'll deal with his flirting if he caries on...

The picture you have there.. just reminded me. I started watching the hills again the other day , first time after Lauren left... cuz i decided I didnt like Kristen just from the one episode of Spencer and Heidi's wedding. and wow it's gotten so dramatic!!

heartcorekiss · Friend

But I want to hang out with him though, that's the problem. He's really a great guy. Yeah, he might be a stoner but it doesn't bother me. I think I should just stay away from hanging out alone with him. Everyone knows we're friends; Matty showed up at a party I was at and the first thing he said was; Hey whats going on my girl? I shoulda brought Leemur if I knew you'd be here.

heartcorekiss · Friend

I do my thing, and you do your thing. I am not in this world to live up to your expectations, and you are not in this world to live up to mine. You are you, and I am I, and if by chance we find each other, it's beautiful.

I realized why I was never friends with girls like Danielle to begin with. Don't get me wrong, I still love her to death.
For one, her birthday was on Saturday and she got pissed at me because I didn't hang out with her at all. The thing is, she didn't make plans until late in the day, when I decided to hang out with other people, instead of waiting around for her to call.
I've been feeling like she kind of uses me. For alcohol and rides to parties. I brought it up to her, and she flipped. Saying that she can get alcohol from other people and that I'm selfish for not being with her on her birthday.
Then there's Kyle. He basically doesn't want to talk to me because I'm friends with Rachel and Danielle. He called Danielle a stuck-up biitch. He thinks I'm like them, and we got in a fight about it because I'm nothing like them and wanted him to understand that.
That's the thing about Danielle. She basically thinks the world revolves around her. Not always a bad thing, it means she gets what she wants and doesn't let anyone step on her. But she goes to extremes. She exaggerates everything and starts pointless drama, because she has nothing better to do (like she placed thumb tacks under Lindsay's car & we called the cops on her when she went cliff jumping).

DramaQueen · Friend

Oh people like that are so annoying... but then I know a girl like that who i'm still friends with. I suppose other things, like some times she's fun to be around, make up for it.
Why did you call the cops on her?

heartcorekiss · Friend

Well here's the story...
The spot we normally go cliff jumping, can be very dangerous at times. It's a working lock. Me and Danielle went down with a group of friends, and as we were coming up Lindsey, her best friend, and Jay were going down. Danielle had a thing with Jay, and he was trying to hook up with Lindsey too. So just to be a diick, Danielle called the cops saying she saw people go down. A forest ranger & two troopers showed up but everyone hid and got away.

baaaby raven · Friend

So annoying of her.

heartcorekiss · Friend

Drama queens -________________________________- lol

heartcorekiss · Friend

Not everything turns into what it's supposed to be. Not everybody is supposed to just walk out of your life. Sometimes surprises and second chances do happen, you just can't be afraid to let them happen.

My school is so ridiculous.
As my friend Mary says, "Our school's drama revolves around one girls vagina, how pathetic". In short; this girl Linda (she's going to be a sophomore) has already made a bad name for herself. She has no self respect and loves attention. Earlier this year, she poured milk on Sam (this guy she had sex with. First she denied it, than admitted it, then denied it...). Last night, one of her so called friends, hacked her facebook and started sooo much drama.
All the guys in my grade & the grade below are planning on fuucking all the incoming freshman, because as eighth graders, they are already all sluts.
And guidance at my school, is a joke. So I signed up for Photography but I decided I don't want to take it anymore. So I took time to email my guidance counselor and asked to switch into Global Perspectives, and she said it was full. So I had my mom call and tell them she wants me in GP, and guess what, they switched it for me. Why couldn't they have just done that in the first place -_-

heartcorekiss · Friend

Well she just wanders around unaffected by the winter winds, yeah and she'll pretend that well she's somewhere else so far and clear. About 2,000 miles from here.

So it's coming close to picking my dance classes again.
I took the summer off. Which is going to be a problem when starting up again. I'll be really rusty.
There's two studios that I've been to over the past couple of years that I really enjoy. To keep it simple Studio A & B. Well, Studio B...the lady that runs it is very passionate. She talks about how if we put in effort, she can turn us into the dancer we want. Sometimes I feel like it's just talk. Then classes are pretty expensive, but she has a wide range of classes. When I took the last semester off, Madame asked me about it in front of the whole class. Which I found disrespectful. She seemed to take it personally that I was taking a break.
And if you take ballet this will make sense to you: I noticed in the year I was with Madame, that my turn out decreased. Which really bothers me.
The problem with Studio A, was it was just medicore. I wasn't pushed to become better nor even asked where I want to go with dance. They are more in my parents budget though. They don't have as many classes as Studio B, but they do have modern which Studio B doesn't offer.

DramaQueen · Friend

So are you going to take classes at both again or will it be too expensive. I'm so jealous you're taking proper classes still. Since stopping at my old dance school and started ballet at uni, i've become so unfit, lost loads of flexibility and also turnout :(

From what you say, it sounds like studio B is better though I dont understand the loss of turn out then. Perhaps they really are just talk? Though I wouldnt know not taking classes there... Were you doing different exercises to usual?
I also agree with that being disrespectful. It's not really her place to know why you took a semester off and if she really did want to know she should have asked you in private.
I think modern is great to take along with ballet, especially if you want to take your dancing further. It'll pay off in the long run to be able to do more than one style.
Sorry you didnt actually ask for advice and I probably didnt help a lot but your know me, it's a dance topic - i couldnt help but comment :P

heartcorekiss · Friend

I was asking for advice! lol I'm not sure what I should do. I know my parents would prefer me to stick to one studio instead of both but I'm still unsure about Studio B....Like if I was to start up there again there would probably be some rude comments (especially like; you quit for 4 months...that's why you lost some of your ability). It would just be a bit awkward at first. And I can't figure out if it's just talk or what. Madame was apart of the Russian Ballet.

storii · BFFL

well the point is to get better, even if you think you lost some step. who gives a fuuck about what those biitches have to say but if you really wanna dance you should do it. you can push yourself to become better again :)

DramaQueen · Friend

If Madame was part of the Russian Ballet she's obviously a great dancer, but maybe she cant teach as well? I mean there are people who do whatever they do amazingly but then cant teach at all!
But then i'm not being taught by her... But that's just a thought to maybe why you lost turn out... Oh i dont know.

Maybe practice at home, doing simple excerises and stuff before you go back so you're a bit more in shape then maybe if you cant decide, try both studios for a term (if you can pay per term/semester, and your parents allow that) then re think which is best?

But if you feel studio B would let you go further with dance, try ignore their comments, it;s non of their business why you quit for a bit. I know that's harder said than done though.