Toothpaste Kisses

heartcorekiss · Friend

RE: Toothpaste Kisses

heartcorekiss · Friend

and sorry i'm so pissed. i totally just ranted...

storii · BFFL

naww it's good to let it outt. tyler would, those wrestlers....
they always need to say something

heartcorekiss · Friend

i have concluded that all wrestlers at my school are diiicks. amen.

zombieblonde · Sometimes I make a funny face to make you think I'm ok.

true dat.

heartcorekiss · Friend

I wish it could be simple; like a retro-pop song. I want you to want me.

Boom. End of story. We all live happily ever after. But it's never really like that, is it?

- John Tucker Must Die

I'm at a roadblock. Biiiiig time.
So, I found out Bobby wasn't lying. He actually did graduate on Friday.
Now I'm at what I didn't want to come: if I should talk to Felicia or not.
The pros is that I'll feel better knowing that she knows everything that happened and that I finally got back at him for everything he put me through the last 3 years; from our breakup, his girlfriend and the National Guard thing.
But the cons is that if I do this, it might ruin any possible chance of being in his life again (he's going to a local community college so I could possibly see him around). And that his girlfriend probably won't believe me anyways. Even though I know what I'd say would be a really good argument.

storii · BFFL

i thought felicia would know anyways... what all had he told her?

heartcorekiss · Friend

storii wrote:

i thought felicia would know anyways... what all had he told her?

she knows, but she doesn't believe it.
what happened was; me and bobby got into a fight on facebook, via messaging. somehow we got onto the subject of him cheating. he denied it happened, called me delusional and started saying he'd never go behind his girlfriend like that, i love her blahblahblah. he never denied it before when we talked about it, so that's how i figured out she was reading it all.

storii · BFFL

she probably won't believe you anyway even if you told her, and bobby would like, start bitchinn.

heartcorekiss · Friend

yeah, i know. but it'd feel good to get it off my chest. bobby would hate me, but he wouldnt talk to me because he cut off all communication.
and i forgot to add rumors to the list of things he put me through.

storii · BFFL

he hates you anyway, so i guess nothing to losee.

heartcorekiss · Friend

yeah he does hate me. but he tends to do this...hates me for a bit but then comes back to me.

omfg caro · Friend

bobby sucks, time for new boys :)

heartcorekiss · Friend

Instead of seeking new landscapes, develop new eyes.

Snowboarding was soooooo much fun.
I fell on my butt like 93483242 times but it was great :)
I went with Evan, like I was planning. I was more nervous about meeting his parents than anything but they were super nice and funny. I wasn't sure if they'd like me because I'm shy when I meet new people.
The only thing that got to me, is I think it made me like Evan. I know he likes me and showed it a bit throughout the day. I don't think I'd be able to fall and try something that brand new with any guy other than him.

storii · BFFL

good signs :)

heartcorekiss · Friend

and guess who i flipped out on on fb? hahaha i msged you abouttt it :)

storii · BFFL

ohh, i have to see this :)

heartcorekiss · Friend

i was soooooooo pissed at garett haha

Leopard · Friend

Um. Why do I not have you on facebook?

zombieblonde · Sometimes I make a funny face to make you think I'm ok.

I so want to go snowboarding, like NOW.
Oh and great quote.

heartcorekiss · Friend

Leopard wrote:

Um. Why do I not have you on facebook?

jennn i didnt know you had one kjfsdfs
search xxcutexgymnastxx@aol.com

heartcorekiss · Friend

zombieblonde wrote:

I so want to go snowboarding, like NOW.
Oh and great quote.

It's soooo much fun. Although my body really really hurts, it was so worth it. You should deff try it. It's not an expensive sport.

zombieblonde · Sometimes I make a funny face to make you think I'm ok.

Yeah I want to do it, someday soon hopefully.

DramaQueen · Friend

I;ve always wanted to try snowboarding, but i'm not even going skiing this year though! :(

That seems like a pretty good sign with Evan - you feeling comfortable to try something new like that. It makes things so much easier when you're not afraid to try things because you're not worried about embarrassing yourself totally. Not saying you'd embarrass yourself snowboarding but you know what i mean haha.

heartcorekiss · Friend

I do my thing, and you do your thing.
I am not in this world to live up to your expectations,
and you are not in this world to live up to mine.

I bombed my US midterm, I got an 86%. Which is bad for me considering I had an 97% in that class.
Bobby graduated. It's weird. If I wanted to, I could pretend like he never existed and it'd work. But I don't want to do that...
I've been talking to this guy, Kip. He's a DJ at a club. He's 20. Eeek. He wants to hook up but I'm not comfortable with it because he obviously can't get girls his age. He's cute and all; has the swagger of a DJ. He just acts desperate at times.
I have my eyes on another kid; Mark. A really cute sophomore. We'll see if he get's up the balls :)
I'm interested to see how Fire and Ice goes tomorrow night. Missy has in the dumps lately. Then Tyler will probably be hanging around us, so I wonder how he'll act around me. Nate wants to party with me again. So we decided that after F&I would be perfect (Now to devise an evil plan of getting out :D).