Toothpaste Kisses

heartcorekiss · Friend

Toothpaste Kisses

heartcorekiss · Friend

flow precious as diamonds, i drop jewels.
uh, gimme mine or i'ma take mine.
smoke a purple, i heard it through the grapevine.
Weezy baby, a.k.a. your highness.
i just killed this shiit, moment of silence.

Hmmm, where to start off. I haven't updated a blog in a while.
Last weekend, went to NYC with Missy, Lena and Morgan for Missy's sixteenth birthday. It's times like those that I love my friends. When we all get along and just laugh constantly. Blew $200, which isn't bad. I was expecting to spend more. Missy's uncle has a friend who works for NBC, he gave us a tour. We saw, Taylor Lautner! No pictures, unfortunately.
Lena has a thing with a guy named Dylan. But he has a girlfriend. It's exactly like Tony, it makes me miss him so much. We still don't talk.
Found out that Kevin has a girlfriend, she's Spanish and looks a bit like Kim Kardashian :/
Me and Bobby are on again, off again talking. Not going to bother explaining.
Evan, oh gosh. So basically he's kind of depressed? And it kinda wears off on me. And I've offered to help him, and he won't so I'm left not knowing what to do. I'm thinking off dropping him because I need someone that enjoys life. Or at least will let me help.

DramaQueen · Friend

you saw taylor lautner?!! jealous!!
I know i dont know the situation, but if you and Evan sort of had something going on... be really careful about how you drop him if you do. My friend and her boyfriend broke up because of his depression issues and then she was called a few days later - he over dosed and was in hospital... Not saying that would happen though!

Love the quotes you use :)

heythere · shine on

I loveeee the description of your blog.
I'm plannig a surprise trip to NYC for my friends 16th (: in soo excited!
2 years ago for honor society I got a tour of NBC, it's so awesome !!

darkblue · Date: Dec 17 2:55 PM, 2009

tayyylorr lautnerr<3333
glad you had fun! i love when you can just be chill with your friend without any dramaa.

-- Edited by darkblue on Thursday 17th of December 2009 02:56:09 PM

heartcorekiss · Friend

annie: i dont think it's likely that he'll go further into a depression, to the point of suicide. his depression isn't that he wants to die. he just has no motivation to do anything. to go anywhere in life. he doesn't want to hang out with anyone, including me. and he's always sleeping.
hayley: i loveee suprises. you'll deff have fun.
val: i can tell you heart taylor hahaha lol

zombieblonde · Sometimes I make a funny face to make you think I'm ok.

I understand what you mean by hanging out with someone who accepts help or you feel good to be aound. There is nothing worse than a debbie downer typer when you can't do anything about it.

omfg caro · Friend

love

heartcorekiss · Friend

exactly, annie! and the thing is, he told me how much of a downer he can be before he let me see the "real" him. i didn't think that it would bother me, but it does. whenever he gets sad, or just complains about being social, i start to feel that way too. and i don't want that type of person. especially as a boyfriend type.

heartcorekiss · Friend

so, so you think you can tell, heaven from hell, blue skies from pain,

can you tell a green field from cold steel rail, a smile from a veil,

do you think you can tell, we're just two lost souls swimming in a fish bowl

year after year, wish you were here

My mom isn't going to be to happy with my interim report. I have high 90s in two classes. Low 80s in one and mid 70s in the others. It's hard when I'm in the dance studio till eight two nights during the week. I need to get my butt together.
Bobby is bothering me. I wish I could just get him to be honest, and straight up. Not lie. Spit the facts, even if they're hurtful. I've taken his shiit before during our breakup, and I've toughened up since then.
Dylan is a cool kid. He broke up with his girlfriend to be with Lena. I wish Tony did that for me.
I need to go to college, now. My parents don't understand that their babying is making me despise them. They won't teach me how to do laundry or make food. My dad still sometimes watches me get on the bus. Then my mom pressures me so much to be a good daughter, that I just want to smoke weed and rebel haha

-- Edited by heartcorekiss on Friday 18th of December 2009 06:52:50 PM

darkblue · Date: Dec 19 9:17 AM, 2009

agreed with the whole parents thing. i think they'll personally make me fail my road test so i won't be able to drive.
going to college far away from them haha.

omfg caro · Friend

boys are dumb :)

& you're parents wont teach you how to do laundry or cook?
ask one of your friends who knows how
do the laundry when they aren't home and cook with your friend one night

zombieblonde · Sometimes I make a funny face to make you think I'm ok.

heartcorekiss wrote:

exactly, annie! and the thing is, he told me how much of a downer he can be before he let me see the "real" him. i didn't think that it would bother me, but it does. whenever he gets sad, or just complains about being social, i start to feel that way too. and i don't want that type of person. especially as a boyfriend type.

don't you mean Brit? haha
but yeah, people I surround myself with have to be upbeat or else I'll start to feel depressed too, and I don't want that.

heartcorekiss · Friend

well cooking i know how to like freezer food but otherwise no idea. i would ask my parents to help, but then i'd be obligated to do it daily.

DramaQueen · Friend

I know how you feel about college, I found i was so desperate and ready to go. My mum went on and on about how i had to grow up and do more things for myself, and i was like how can i do these things when you treat me like i'm still a kid!
And my school wanted us to be so good and be such a good example- most girls did rebel a lot!

Dont worry, i went off to uni not knowing how to cook anything - it's a lot easier than you think once you get to know how. Me in the kitchen is still slightly entertaining for my flat mates though - if there is ever a disaster, they know who it was...

heartcorekiss · Friend

Yeah, from what I've heard you don't make real food in college. My friend came home Friday night and she was like, "My mom made dinner like she did when I lived at home, and it was heaven. Real frickin food!" It makes me less worried now that you've also told me the same thing Annie. Haha have you had any disasters in the kitchen yet?

DramaQueen · Friend

Yeah every kitchen disaster has been me haha. Lots of burnt food and the easiest things for me seem to go wrong - i'm the youngest in the flat so they just all make fun of it haha.
Yeah depends who you live with, one of our flat mates went on a cooking course in his gap year and cooks awesome things and another made us a roast dinner the other night!

__infinite · Friend

omg same here with the college thing. i just want to be independent. i know how to do laundry and cook, but sometimes my parents watch me go on the bus too! i also can't wait to get my license and stop relying on them for rides

heartcorekiss · Friend

i hate when i burn food, it sucks. And lc, I know exaclty what you mean. i can go anywhere without them having to really know.

heartcorekiss · Friend

This time is so alive. Everybody’s trance dancing tonight,
so beautiful and so strange. It was empty till you came.

So I just tried to change gym teachers, but they said no because it's almost time to get a new gym class. I want to change because after break, we're starting physical fitness testing in the class with Bobby. Can you say embarrassing times a million?
I found my new favorite designer; Wildfox couture. I love their new collection. And their last years spring collection was inspired by dazed and confused, one of my favorite movies.
I really need break to come. It doesn't start till Wednesday. Christmas eve I'm going to Augie's for dinner, and Bobby works there. Ugh. Then sometime over break I'm going shreddin with Evan, it should be fun. And I need to hang out with my friend Luke. And sleep tons!

heythere · shine on

i. hate. fitness. testing. THE WORST!
wildfox has amazinggg photos showing their collections (:

DramaQueen · Friend

oh god i hate having to do sports with guys, i remember going to the gym when this guy i liked used to go...
I cant believe you dont break up till wednesday! How long do you get off for holidays?

heartcorekiss · Friend

i hate it soo much. i'm fine with doing most of the tests except medicine ball throw (i have zero upper body strength) and if we do it this year, t test (it tests your ability to stop and turn when running. it's just that everyone watches you). and bobby is a beast when it comes to sports.
last year i had two weeks but this year i only have thurs-fri then the week after that.

DramaQueen · Friend

Thats not very long at all! At school we got 3 weeks now i got home yesterday and i have till January 25th! Its crazy my mum is like, what are we paying for!?

heartcorekiss · Friend

yeah same with my friend that's in college too! she has like almost a month off. don't you forget everything?