Hedonistic Youth - Our time is running out.

DramaQueen · Friend

RE: Hedonistic Youth - Our time is running out.

zombieblonde · Sometimes I make a funny face to make you think I'm ok.

you never know, he might just like you too :)

DramaQueen · Friend

i wish :P

DramaQueen · Friend

A good friend would bail you out of jail, but your best friend would be the one sitting next to you saying, "damn that was awesome".

22.1.10
entry 7.

It was really nice to see my grandparents. I always get sad there though, as i rarely get to see them as despite the short distance of water between me (when not at uni) and them on the mainland - plane tickets are ridiculously expensive. And they're very old...and it just makes me upset I havnt been able to see them as much as i'd have wanted...
I also got to see my cousin and go riding with her, as she has her own horse :)
Bit of a disaster coming home though, plane was 5 hours delayed flew the whole way, circled for almost two hours before returning back to england because of the fog. I got stuck at the airport for almost 2 days ALL ALONE! Free stay in the Hilton though :D

I'm so excited about being back at Uni on monday :) should be so much fuuuun. Especially now it'll be a new semester but rather than starting not knowing what will be happing, i know theres friends to go back to !!
Just need to find a house for next year though....

I was hoping to get fitter and lose last semesters uni weight.. but no such luck.
Should be a good term though. Determined to find a niceee guy :D

DramaQueen · Friend

30.1.10
entry 8.

wow, been so busy lately. Got back to uni on monday and went out that night with quite a few people - ended up waking up at some guy's house out of the city!! With his friend and my friend too.
Was interesting trying to get back to our flat at 2 in the afternoon wearing dresses and heels...
Then tuesday we went for a reallly nice long walk along the river to watch the sun set.
Wednesday we went out again, but it wasnt a late one really as we couldnt get into the club we wanted to.

Thursday was a friends birthday and we went to the pub then a club/bar. Got with another random guy haha. Thought i'd change this semester...
We then had to walk the whole way home in the pouring rain - was not happy.

zombieblonde · Sometimes I make a funny face to make you think I'm ok.

Haha nice job on the change Annie. Sounds fun, excepts for the rain part.

DramaQueen · Friend

9.2.10
entry 9.

I really should be getting to sleep... got a lecture tomorrow morning... well this morning now - which i missed last week (the first lecture) due to monday night's antics... which i dont really remember....
I was glad though as the flat mate i like came back :D but... bad news. He's getting with this girl.
She really wants to be his gf but apparently he's either not that into her or doesnt want a relationship...
So i may just give up, it'll never work.

Went out again wednesday night and then thursday some of my friends got some legal highs from the flat next door and were doing them in their room - i went in and didnt try as i could barely breath through my nose at all. Glad i didnt, googled the stuff and it makes your circulation soooo bad and caused a girl to die from it and i already have circulation problems. Then went to one of their work friends houses, all the guys were stoned. It was actually a really good evening. Chilled and cheap - no club entries or over priced drinks.

Saturday one of my flat mates and I never made it out... she got wasted and i stayed to look after her then the taxi left without me, so we stayed up and chatted. I made her get up and sober up haha i was like you made me miss the taxi so i'm not staying in and being bored by myself! haha.
Rest of the weekend was quite quiet though. Weekends always are.

DramaQueen · Friend

Never thinking about the consequences of her actions
Living for today and not tomorrow's satisfaction

18.2.10
entry 10.

This week's been pretty crazy. I didnt go out at all much last week... except for saturday when we went to the after party of a ball that was on. I went with a flat mate and a guy I know from home at the same uni as me and his friend. My flat mate ran home around 2ish absolutely wasted and upset about something which never even happened... and then when we left some guys were out of a roof of a flat above a shop and my friend knew them so we headed up and chilled out there for a bit.
They had 'drone or meowmeow as they like to call it, but i wouldnt try it. Apparently it fu*cks up your circulation and I have a problem with blood circulation anyway. My two friends left and i stayed until i saw my two other flat mates walking past about 5.30am...
Went with them to some other guys house, (2nd years at uni) and stayed there till 9am!! They were all completely ****ed. Slept most the rest of the day - it was valentines day anyway. Pretty depressing tbh. Especially seeing as the guy i like pretty much has a gf now....

Monday night i went out again, same girl who ran home did it again... dramatic much.
Anyways, talked to two guys i got with last semester which was strange... one i keep seeing. He's HOT!
Then slipped on the stairs and omg... snapped off my heel :'( favourite shoes too.
Was quite funny actually, i had to hobble around afterwards, got with another randomer from my halls... ooops.

Off to London soon :D

baaaby raven · Friend

yaaaaay sounds like you're having a lovely time, Annie!

DramaQueen · Friend

"There is nothing scarier than getting something you want because then, you have something to lose."

23.2.10
entry 11.

London was great, so nice to see my friend i visited again. We went to a ball the first night then went out to the cinema to see "precious' the second night. It was a really strange, sad movie. I cried haha. The Ball was good, i got to wear my new dress.

Seeing as i've eaten both the things i decided to give up for lent I've given up. I'm just going to try look after myself more. I mean i do my hair and makeup and everything but my skins so dry right now and i should be taking more vitamins, eating healthier etc... losing weight...

The guy i like - my flat mate - started talking to me on fb chat earlier... really random but he didnt seem to actually want to talk and after i said something he was like oh well i'll see you tomorrow. x - he went home for the w/e. And i was like why start a convo if you're going to end it 5 mins later... Oh well he has his new tall, skinny, reaaaaally pretty, posh, blonde, tanned girl now anyways. I am nothing on her.

-- Edited by DramaQueen on Monday 22nd of February 2010 07:32:31 PM

baaaby raven · Friend

1) I love that quote, Annie
2) Precious was good!
3) Good luck with lent
4) You don't need that stupid guy anyway!

:)

storii · BFFL

i love how you call dances 'balls' it just makes me so happy :)

darkblue · Date: Feb 28 10:19 AM, 2010

balls make me think of harry potter :)

storii · BFFL

oh yeah, and that quote, it's my facebook statuss :)

DramaQueen · Friend

You fell down the stairs into my arms, and swiftly ran the other way.

2.3.10
entry 12.

I dont understand.
Even when i'm with some amazing friends here, laughing and smiling and should be feeling generally happy...
There is always something that makes me feel i'm not. Like there is something stopping me feeling completely happy and carefree. I feel lonely when i'm surrounded by people and almost empty when i'm alone. I dont know what I can do to feel whole.

-- Edited by DramaQueen on Wednesday 3rd of March 2010 05:32:51 PM

baaaby raven · Friend

ahhh, Annie I hate that feeling. What I'd do if I were you is pay attention to things you do that you lose track of time when you do them. When you lose track of time, it normally means you're enjoying something. So, maybe try that.. and then do those things that make ya happy?
Or, maybe it's just your guy problem? Feeeel betta

DramaQueen · Friend

Cuz they feel the open air,
and leave teardrops everywhere.

10.3.10
entry 13.

This is crazily true - and hey look at the one that talks about being surrounded by friends and feeling lonely - looks like i'm not alone. It's funny how i've been here 1 and a half semesters and pretty much all of this is true for me.
Before i post it - i think i'm going to give up on my flat mate who i like. Looks like he and his girlfriend are getting serious so it's pathetic of me to feel upset about it. Not that i can help it.
Ironic thing is, the girl is so similar to, and even has the same name, as the girl at home (one of my best friends who has the ED) who got EVERY SINGLE guy i ever liked but one - while she still caused us to argue :(
Kinda sucks.
I want to meet the guy i keep seeing around. Shame i dont even remember his name...
I visited my grandparents the weekend before last which was really nice and then went to London for the day with another flat mate last week.
Had two extreamily drunken nights - bad times - last week. Amusing though.

YOU KNOW YOU'VE BEEN IN UNIVERSITY TOO LONG WHEN...

You actually like doing laundry at home where the washing
machines work.

Two miles is not too far to walk for a party.

You'd rather clean than study especially if an essay is due.

"Oh **** how did it get so late!" comes out of your mouth at
least once a night.

Parents' cooking becomes something you desire, not avoid.

You schedule your classes around sleep habits and soap operas
especially neighbours and Hollyoaks.

You know the pizza boy by name and don't even need to read the
menu.

You go to sleep when it's light and get up when it's dark.

You live for getting mail.

Looking out the window is a form of entertainment.

Prank phone calls become funny again.

You start thinking and sounding like your friends and your
accent becomes a hybrid of West Country, Surrey and general
Northern.

Highlighters are the coolest things on earth.

Rearranging your room is your favourite pastime.

Rubbish cheap £1 shops are so cool.

The weekend lasts from Thursday to Monday.

BEFORE I CAME TO UNIVERSITY, I WISH I HAD KNOWN...

That it didn't matter how late my first lecture was, I'd still sleep
through it.

That I could change so much and barely realize it.

That you can love a lot of people in a lot of different ways.

No matter how 'cool' you were in school, no one here cares.

That if you wear polyester everyone will ask why you are so
dressed up.

That every clock on campus shows a different time.

That if you got good a-levels, so what? It doesn't matter here.

That I would go to a party the night before an exam or essay
due-date.

That you can know everything and fail a test.

That you can know nothing and ace a test.

That I could get used to almost anything found out about my
friends.

That most of my education would be obtained outside of lectures.

That friendship is more than getting drunk together but that's
still funny......!

That Sunday is a figment of the world's imagination.

That Psychology is really Biology, that Biology is really
Chemistry, that Chemistry is really Physics and that Physics is
really Maths.

That my parents would become so much smarter in the last few
years.

That it's possible to be alone even when you are surrounded by
friends.

Don't be dismayed at good-byes, a farewell is necessary before
we can meet again, and meeting again, after moments or a
lifetime, is certain for those who are friends.
TOP 10 REASONS THAT UNIVERSITY IS LIKE PRIMARY SCHOOL

10. You cry for your mother.
9. You cross the street without looking for cars.
8. Snack time is a necessity.
7. You bundle up for the outdoors without caring what you look
like (because everyone else looks as stupid as you do).
6. You stay at home and play games with your friends.
5. You wear your backpack on both shoulders.
4. You wear big mittens.
3. Playing in the snow is a legitimate activity.
2. You take naps.
1. You look forward to cheese toasties.

DramaQueen · Friend

BIRTHDAAAAAAY TIME :D

baaaby raven · Friend

YAY! Today?!

DramaQueen · Friend

Yup :D people are coming to my flat in a bit to partaaaaay.
except i have a presentation tomorrow 9am :S

baaaby raven · Friend

Well in that case, HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANNIE!

DramaQueen · Friend

and we can do this until we pass out.

24.3.10
entry 14.

Soooo tons has happened since last week. Sorry this'll be long and I know no one really reads...
The day I posted my last entry my flat mate had a friend round - i kinda thought he was hot... so anyway she went round to her boyfriend's house and left me and him at our flat (she'd only met him that day but they're in a group together for a course) and we went to the bar and got pretty drunk... then i went to his before we headed out... My friend who we were meant to meet didnt answer her phone so he took me to a different club where we got into VIP with free vodka... oh and I ended up getting with him.
Found it a little awkward afterwards though...
Didnt do anything else I dont think the rest of that week except going to another guys flat i know and having chinese on the saturday.

THEN last week.... was AWESOME! :D My birthday on monday... my flat mate and I went to the bar and she bought me lots of wine... which goes straight to my head. Then i had a dance class, haha interesting.
Then I came home, well halls, and just chilled for a bit with the people who were in our kitchen - it's where we hang out a lot. and then started drinking again and got ready in my new abercrombie dress I bought in London :)
Then a load of my friends came to my flat and we went out to this club i've never been to before - which was so good. Dunno why i've never been there before!

Then Wednesday... was St Patricks day and everyone was either working or going out... so then the guy i my flat i like (with the gf though .. ) asked if i wanted to go out with him and his friends, so i went there. Again got trashed (the reason im taking the week off lol!) and went out with all of them. Another great night. Except got with two random guys... but then on the way home i walked with the guy who is friends with my flat mate who i also really like.. .but he's really hot and likes only like majorly pretty girls... we went up on this hill reaaaaly high and looked over the city. was so nice.

Friday and saturday went out too... friday was awesome, saturday not so awesome... got with the guy from wednesdays best friend. oh dear. yeah... one of the guys i also kinda like (haha theres a few!) was there on friday but his friend from home, who is a really good friend of mine here said she didnt want any of her friends to get with him as she still like in love with him... but he told her he likes me. uhoh.
saturday - pikey chavs thats all i can say.

LOooooooong post :D well congrats if you got to the end !

baaaby raven · Friend

Your week sounded pretty damn good eh? hahahah

storii · BFFL

ikr, someones getting it onnn,

i wish i had your life =/

heartcorekiss · Friend

that sounds fun :) take it easy next week. you dont wanna crash and burn lol i hope everything works out with the guys you like :)