the rearview mirror torn off, 'cause i ain't ever lookin' back & that's a fact.
This weekend has been a combination of fun and boring. Hookah bar Friday, picking my drunk brother up Saturday at 2 in the morning. Loads of homework... +55 dollars :)
there's no one you can trust, when you're on drugs
wow, i've been putting off my homework for so long! i seriously have sh!t loads to do, and yet here i am on ctow & facebook. if i didn't have the internet i'd probably have it all done by now. 28 school days till i graduate, i HAVE to pull it together. fucck.
so adam l. or whoever sounds like a girl live, well on american idol. just putting it out there. don't watch the show, but it was background music to doing my homework. so i love when you catch your friend talking about you, and she turns it on you for "assuming" sh!t um, you were saying it in a snobby voice! stupid ho, soon you'll be like aeron with her bf being her only friend. can't wait to go to college and start fresh. whoop.
for college, i really want to go to thiel college in PA but my dad says its too much ): & i'd have hella loans to pay back. this weekend has been fun, and de-stressed me some. now to go write 5 papers...
I don't know if you have time to change your mind/argue with your dad but if it's the school you really want to go to, you might want to risk paying loans for the rest of your life. Dunno if that's the only problem though.
hope dangles on a string, like slow spinning redemption.
Finally, I'm done with my portfolio! What a relief. Today I went to a movie, Alice & Wonderland. It was pretty good. Tomorrow I have a senior field trip, were going to this None for 21 thingy about drunk driving. Yaaaaaaaaaaay!
Today I sat by my friend Aeron while going to the None for 21. I feel kind of two faced, cause I talk sh!t about her all the time but I'll act like her best friend. We've just been through a lot together, and we don't talk a lot. But like, it hurts me cause I miss her so much and she makes no effort to be my friend. So I talk sh!t, to make myself feel better, make sense? Anyways... my friend Alison makes me feel so bad about myself. She makes me feel so ugly. Like seriously. This one time she texted Aeron, "At least I can get guys." about me. and my friend Evan was going to ask me to prom, and Aeron was like, "Aw I wonder if Caroline will say yes!" and Alison said, "It's not like she can be too picky." As if I don't feel bad enough about myself, she has to go and make it worse. Besides I didn't think I was THAT ugly.
I finally got my tan on, one month unlimited! i all ready got burnt on my back. i'm going with aeron, more two faced-ness on my part. ikes. alison will have fun with that news. ugh. she flipped out on me just when i told her aeron and me sat together. i told her i honestly could care less who was right and wrong people suck! (:
what a bitch! - the girl who text that about you. Yeah seriously dont waste your time with people who make you feel like that. Lucky i guess you wont have to deal with her much longer once you finish school. Most of the time it's because they feel bad about themselves so need to say something like that to make them feel better about it.
i'm seriously soooo pissed right now. last night my friends & me spray painted the rock, for my friend's 18th birthday to surprise her today. and some jerks fu;ckin wrote over it: dream team, their sports numbers, & nice try. what kind of as;s holes do that sh!t?? they couldn't wait a day? one day, c'mon!