i'm just out to find the better part of me

omfg caro · Friend

i'm just out to find the better part of me

heartcorekiss · Friend

i think i might just love you.

storii · BFFL

i think i do love you.

omfg caro · Friend

you're like a hot revolver
but you ain't killin no one but yourself

day after day use to be the same boring routine for me.
but then i realized if my friends don't care enough to put me in their lives, i can just find someone else who will.
and look, it worked! i finally mixed things up.
i'm not the same person that i use to be. i keep more secrets, i get over drama very quickly, and i'm not afraid to step on people's toes when something is bothering me.

i determine my own happiness :)

darkblue · Date: Dec 19 11:33 AM, 2009

yayy, it's good that you don't let drama get you down :)
it's pointless

DramaQueen · Friend

i like your look on life!

zombieblonde · Sometimes I make a funny face to make you think I'm ok.

Ditto, I heart you carolinaaa.

heartcorekiss · Friend

hot revolver = good song
and i notice that difference in you. i wish i had that type of outlook.

omfg caro · Friend

life is about trusting our feelings and taking chances, losing and finding happiness,
appreciating the memories, and learning from the past

i wish i wasn't torn about how i feel.
part of me doesn't care if he calls and another part of me wants to kiss him again.
:/

zombieblonde · Sometimes I make a funny face to make you think I'm ok.

:(( i'm sorry. i kinda know how you feel, there's a guy that while sometimes I wish I were over him, it's hard to be completely. If he were to ask me out today, I have no idea what my answer would be.
Hopefully unlike me you will figure it out...

DramaQueen · Friend

Oh i hate feeling like that. It's hard not to care whether he calls or not...
i do love that picture though, post secret?

heartcorekiss · Friend

you'll find lots better men baby :) just take a look around, you'll find someone better than him. just hide it from him because if you let it show like you did before, he's just gonna hurt you like before.

omfg caro · Friend

just tell me how you feel, i can handle being "just friends"
but i can't handle you leading me on.

after christmas, i want a new look to match my new attitude.
my friend and me are suppose to get our noses pierced, but i'm still considering if it'll look good or not.
i'm thinking about dying my hair darker or lighter and getting it cut too
if i had money i would go tanning too, but i don't

i love changing my look :)

storii · BFFL

if you died your hair darker the piercing would look good (: and if it doesn't, you can always take it out.

heartcorekiss · Friend

i'd say go for it :) nothing to loose.

darkblue · Date: Dec 23 8:17 PM, 2009

doo ittt, it'll make you feel better :)
i need to go tanning too, i'm ghastly white. but spray tan since i don't want cancer haha.

zombieblonde · Sometimes I make a funny face to make you think I'm ok.

You don't know ghastly white until you look at me haha.
And that would be cool caro, go for itt girl. (:

DramaQueen · Friend

Yeahh i think you should go for it too! I think nose piercings can look really good on some people :)
I wish i had the guts to drastically change my look...

storii · BFFL

i really want a nose piercing =/

i'd bang ya in a sec.

omfg caro · Friend

Light me up with me on top
lets falalalala lalalala

christmas is tomorrow, and i'm not that excited. to be honest i love buying presents more than receiving them.
i'm crossing my fingers for a puppy. you don't know how bad i want one.
all i want really is clothes and this 3 waver barrel thing for my hair. MOST IMPORTANTLY A PUPPY.
i had to come up with things, it was quite difficult really. some movies here and there.

storii · BFFL

that's how i am with my birthday, if they're persistent in getting me something i want i just make something up.

zombieblonde · Sometimes I make a funny face to make you think I'm ok.

Yeah when my mom would ask what I wanted I'd say I don't know or say the first thing that pops into my head, even if I don't really want it.

omfg caro · Friend

sometimes i think,
sometimes i don't

there's always time for change, i'm not running out of time
but i'm still in a rush to get things done.
take a step back, and just breathe
enjoy :)

heythere · shine on

i love your blog (:
i really want to change up my look, too, it's so much fun (:
I HOPE YOU GOT A PUPPY :D

storii · BFFL

same, i really wanted to know if you got a puppy